im sorry for this i hate doing this but i just need to rant real quick
i feel disgusting to be a human rn. i’ve never felt this uncomfortable in my skin in a long time. i hate knowing that i’m the same species as these people shaming and killing black people.
i feel disgusting to be a human rn. i’ve never felt this uncomfortable in my skin in a long time. i hate knowing that i’m the same species as these people shaming and killing black people.
it’s been so hard for me seeing all these people die, all these racists getting away with cold blooded murder, and knowing that i live in a world where this happens all the time. i feel disgusting and shameful to be alive rn
i’ve been really depressed lately due to all this and covid which has kept everyone inside. i’ve had suicidal thoughts because i just don’t want to exist anymore. i don’t want to exist in a place where hate is everywhere, and knowing that this will probably never change.
most people don’t know this but i am mixed, my mom is white and my dad is black, which makes this so conflicting. there are many people like my dad being killed, and people like my mom are the ones killing. it’s scary knowing this could happen to him aswell and he could be killed
seeing people teargassed in the streets of minneapolis is heartbreaking. knowing white people could do the same thing while carrying guns and get away with it is heartbreaking. seeing black people burn down buildings as a form of protest is heartbreaking.
whoever sees this thread and actually reads it, no matter what race you are, we need to change. we all need to change and come together for the better good of the world. we need to stop hating and killing each other, and we need to love everyone for who they are
so that’s the end of my rant, i’ve just been feeling awful, and we all need to do better.