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So I& #39;m gonna post some of my thoughts here about how this day went for me and how affected me..
Is gonna help me a lot if I do it..
So if you don& #39;t care please just scroll!
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Is gonna help me a lot if I do it..
So if you don& #39;t care please just scroll!
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I& #39;m gonna start with whole fake s*icide story...
When I found out about the girl & #39;killing herself& #39; I felt so bad and guilty and disgusted... I cried all night and I couldn& #39;t sleep at all.
When I found out that ut was fake I felt disgusted and angry-
When I found out about the girl & #39;killing herself& #39; I felt so bad and guilty and disgusted... I cried all night and I couldn& #39;t sleep at all.
When I found out that ut was fake I felt disgusted and angry-
I hated myself for blaming for accusing innocent people and I had a breakdown, so I left twitter and watched some Netflix to clear my mind (it& #39;s stupid, but it helped a lot)
This whole situation waked up some memories and feelings that I wanted to forget-
This whole situation waked up some memories and feelings that I wanted to forget-
- and I don& #39;t know if that girl can imagine the pain that created to me personally, by just making that stupid & #39;joke& #39;
I still feel guilty for accusing innocent people for someone& #39;s death, when it was fake
I still feel guilty for accusing innocent people for someone& #39;s death, when it was fake
Then is the whole George Floyd tragedy and the abuse towards black people, which is inhuman and disgusting!
I cry just thinking of it, I& #39;m so fucking sick of the hate in this world!
I cry just thinking of it, I& #39;m so fucking sick of the hate in this world!
I signed all the petitions I found, I shared the #BlackLivesMatter 
https://abs.twimg.com/hashflags... draggable="false" alt=""> Hastag, but is still don& #39;t feel enough... I wanna help more but I feel so hopeless, because I& #39;m only 14 and I can& #39;t do more, even if I want to do more!
And know is this & #39;Pridefall& #39; that is going around twitter and it scares me (even if some people say it& #39;s fake)
I& #39;m part of the LGBTQ+, I never came out in rl(except for my sister and my best friend), just on Internet.. And I& #39;m kinda scared
I& #39;m part of the LGBTQ+, I never came out in rl(except for my sister and my best friend), just on Internet.. And I& #39;m kinda scared
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All this situations going around on the Internet brought me some negative thoughts that I thought I escaped after a long time
I& #39;m feeling down like, I feel like nothing makes sense anymore and I just want all to end (I& #39;m not gonna do something stupid, you don& #39;t need to worry)
All this situations going around on the Internet brought me some negative thoughts that I thought I escaped after a long time
I& #39;m feeling down like, I feel like nothing makes sense anymore and I just want all to end (I& #39;m not gonna do something stupid, you don& #39;t need to worry)
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It& #39;s the first time in two months when I feel like I wanna hurt myself..
And I have no one to talk about it... My mom says I& #39;m too young for this kind of thoughts, my best friend said if I& #39;m gonna talk about it she& #39;s gonna block me (and she did it multiple times)
It& #39;s the first time in two months when I feel like I wanna hurt myself..
And I have no one to talk about it... My mom says I& #39;m too young for this kind of thoughts, my best friend said if I& #39;m gonna talk about it she& #39;s gonna block me (and she did it multiple times)
And I& #39;m not gonna talk this kind of stuffs with my sister because she& #39;s still young, and I don& #39;t want her to have to handle this type of negative thoughts from such an young age...
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I didn& #39;t made this thread for attention or something, I did it because it& #39;s an easy way for me to deal with things. I& #39;m gonna delete it in a few hours.
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I didn& #39;t made this thread for attention or something, I did it because it& #39;s an easy way for me to deal with things. I& #39;m gonna delete it in a few hours.
Thanks for your time, and I& #39;m sorry because you had to deal with my problems
