sorry ive been ia the last couple of days here. ive been working all day the past few days and then on top of that, the shit with george floyd and police LITERALLY MURDERING black ppl has just made me too depressed to be on social media.

like every time this shit happens i just shut down socially bc its too sad and i just feel like i cant do anything about it. and obviously i can acknowledge the privilege that comes with that; its fucked up that poc have to live this every single day while i can just be sad ab it

and then it goes away for me when the news about it dies down. but poc dont have that privilege and it fucking sucks.

im trying to get better about speaking out about injustices like this rather than just wallowing and staying silent about it, because every voice matters.

theres not really a point to this thread i guess, just apologizing for my silence on this because i am angry but im also depressed about it and that part of me won out yesterday when i first read about this online. but BLM and ACAB uwu