now this i will apologize for, in the gc cami wanted everyone to say the n word. she told everyone to, she’s mixed and as you can tell in these messages she was fine with me saying it. since i cut ties with cami since she exposed the edited texts i have since learned that even if https://twitter.com/lovdfoolish/status/1266075023330009093">https://twitter.com/lovdfooli...

a black person let’s you use the word it is still not right in any form. if we’re being honest i kinda forgot we even exchanged these messages because i was more worried about the edit. i have since grown from this and i haven’t said it since i have talked with cami

and i have become a #blacklivesmatter https://abs.twimg.com/hashflags... draggable="false" alt=""> advocate. i apologize if i hurt anyone when i used this word even if it was only with cami and her friends that also didn’t care that it was said.

i was 14 and stupid, cami was 18 at the time and she knew she shouldn’t have let me say it. i have grown from this and i will continue to fight for black lives.

she took advantage of me being young and vulnerable.

maybe i was wrong and these messages are from cale who was also in the gc with cami and i, they are still friends and i know that cale is white and has said the n word too. they are continuing to harass me for a word they let me use.