i& #39;ve been really anxious about this and what to say...bc there is no excuse i can make for being off twt rn and not using my voice but i do want to say that i have police related trauma and i& #39;ve been struggling with it for days now. it& #39;s not a good reason to not speak out more(+)

(+) but i really have been trying to be respectful of what& #39;s happening bc i truly am heartbroken and disgusted but i havent been on twt at all bc it& #39;s making me shake with anxiety. my individual trauma will never compare to the collective trauma of black people though so (+)

(+) i havent wanted to say anything. bc i do have white privilege and i am aware of this. but i really just cant take the comments in my cc anymore...im truly sorry i havent been more vocal and please please dont say this is me trying to make this about myself. this is so (+)

(+) much bigger than that. i just wanted to apologize and inform you guys i just wont be that active for a while. im so sorry