I realize that I'd be taken more seriously as a game designer if I'd actually write about my design process publicly.

But whenever I try, I just end up feeling really silly and discarding the posts. I think my design process is just not as theoretically sound as some of y'all's.

I guess we'll add this to the giant pile labelled inferiority complex, right next to "I'm just not as smart as other designers" and just to the left of my long time companion "everyone is making friends in their own subgroups and I need to prove myself before I can join them".

Anyways it's not even 6am, I should go back to sleep.

Twitter isn't good for me today.

Random observation:

I also realize that there's obviously a huge difference between creators who are working on their games full time, and creators (like myself) with a demanding day job, who will on average just be slower and maybe less "in tune" with the design process.