how do you stop reminiscing the past, its so unfair to me and the other for me to be clinging on hope and love for months and months. I just wished i could “factory reset” myself and move on like everyone else :(

everything i do and act reminds me of something i did before and thats so unhealthy that my mind is so latched into the past that it renders my future blind and empty. this needs to end but how? all traditional ways of moving on have been rendered useless thanks to corona :)

like we all deserve to be happy and shit you know, life really throws dem curveballs when you least expect it. Also im done ranting, sorry i just got angry and upset with myself that i had write this thread huhu