literally i dont believe in andrew doesnt feel anything bullshit. im also depressed as fuck and i actually understand what andrew means when he is “apathetic” or when he goes to the rooftop to “feel”

yeah sometimes you really dont feel anything at all!!! but its not forever!

you can feel empty and dont feel anything for a whole ass week but there is literally no way andrew didnt feel anything at all.

he think he doesnt feel them bc the supressed them so much that his brain just dont “realise” when he feels them. im not good at explaining but

his emotions and feelings are there. he just dont realise them(?) anymore. they are not as sharp as they were once before. also lets not forget he is depressed as fuck! depressed people usually dont experience positive emotions/feelings in daily basis.

andrew still feels sad, he still feels angry, he feels things. he is just good at not showing them to other people. he so good at doing it that he even started to believe he doesnt experience them himself.