I’m creating a personalized skincare routine for Tony rn lmfao... I also cook/bake for him whenever I can, do his hair once a month, do both our laundry every Thursday. And I honestly am not a fan of men! 1/2

But I AM a huge fan of his and he deserves every single thing I do for him because he does sweet shit for me in return ALL the time. The reciprocation is always there. I’m genuinely happy building a life together and tbh 2 years ago I would’ve never pictured myself here.

We love growth. Also! Side note, but he has beautiful skin & him owning ACNE face wash hurts my soul... that would disrupt tf out of his natural barrier... I just gave him some gentle!face wash & moisturizer to start w/ like PLS. Clean and Clear is not for you, my honey, loml...

Also I’m not even just being a pick me, like I had a panic attack abt a spider in the room that I couldn’t find and he spent 20 MINS to find it for me. Cleans our room and makes me dinner while I’m at work all the time. Scheduled his semester partially around me... very sweet.

Also every time I’ve woken up sick in the middle of the night (including this week) he calmly takes care of me/the situation w/ absolutely no annoyance, question, etc whatsoever. He’s so caring and giving and is gonna be such a good dad someday. (Like in 4+ years!).

Idk I had a feeling about him like 20+ months ago and I’m glad I took my terrified ass on a greyhound with nothing but pepper spray and a backpack to follow it!! It was dumb as hell, but also one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. (And he paid for my greyhound ticket lmfao.)

Anyway! I can’t wait to live in a small, but organized house w/ a lot of plants & art & animals, and just be in love, working on ourselves, and our relationship, and cultivating the very best versions of ourselves. Everything we both deserve, doing it together. That’s the tweet.

For at least a week straight recently every night when I was about 90% asleep, he’d roll over and enthusiastically tell me that he’d figured out how he wants to propose to me in the future. So, stay tuned for the next few years... I think it’s gonna be good.

THIS THREAD IS TOO LONG AND PROBABLY DUMB. But if you asked me 2 years ago if my absolutely traumatized ass would EVER love another human being this much, much less a man, I would’ve literally laughed in your face. I’m just really thankful how things have turned out.