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nowadays when ppl come to me and say that theyre going thru rough times, i immediately short circuit bc i dont know what to do abt it. i no longer know what to say to make them feel better bc i can no longer empathise on what they feel and i feel bad bc i was great at doing so
the way i did it was to relate their situation to how i would feel and what i would do and frankly,,,, my answers now have changed.. i think some time ago i simply decided to not feel anymore lmao DOES THIS MAKES SENSE IDK WHAT IM SAYING
i dont know how i did it. yall lot know how emo i am, right? im just not anymore.. i literally do not and cannot bring myself to care abt anything emotionally anymore 
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"how did u overcome ur anxiety and overthinking" BITCH I JUST STOPPED IDK HOW and if ppl come to me looking for comfort im not gonna give them that am i??? its so unhelpful and inconsiderate but... its just me now. i dont feel anything anymore.
got to a point that i keep forgetting to call my family and even my dad accusing me of casting him aside (ok well yea he sorta deserved it lmao) i know i cant justify this behaviour but i cant help it. is something wrong with me???
also pls dont take this thread as a call for help or wtv i just need to lay this out. its more of a rational conversation where im just asking for ur objective opinion
oh yea then doesnt this mean i successfully be like those tweets that keep saying "i wish i had no feelings"? LMAOOOOO maybe, maybe... that sounds good, too. maybe i do like this. im just bothered bc i dont want ppl to think i dont give a shit abt them BC I DO!!!!
im just not emotionally intelligent rn and i suck at texting (its so not me omfg but its me now) im so sorry im like this i cant help any of you atm. ok so this thread became too long than i intended it to be so uhm take wtv u want from it idc lol
