hello. this is something i've needed to do for a while now, so i'm finally getting around to it. this is a callout post/exposing thread for someone who has mentally damaged me permanently. TW // predatory behavior and sexualization of minors // +
this thread is going to be about someone by the name of sleepy/mika/len ( @Okoetto) and all of the things she has done to me throughout the months i had been friends with her. please disregard this if you're uncomfortable with the topics above. +
i don't want this to be too long and boring, nor do i want it to be a life story of our entire friendship up until it's end, so i'll just be covering the more drastic aspects of it starting with the obsession involving kinning. sleepy is a mika kinnie as well as a few other +
characters and always claimed me to be "her yuu" when i was into kinning. it sparked a bunch of problem-inducing scenarios involving her developing an obsession with possessiveness over me even to the point of which she tried to deny me access to someone +
i was romantically speaking to over jealousy of him possibly becoming a mika kinnie as well. (examples provided in screenshots below) a lot of other instances like this happened with friends i was speaking to or when i found new friends to hang out with alongside her. +
moving on from that one; i developed feelings for her at one point, which were quickly dropped when i found romantic interest in another girl after realizing having feelings for an adult wasn't very appropriate. (i am 16, she is 21 ;;almost 22;;) +
things quieted down for a while until i got into a relationship with said romantic interest, in which in the same day sleepy revealed her unrequited romantic interest for me. i was flattered but of course taken, so i didn't return the feelings genuinely +
this all spiraled down into when she ultimately began to sexualize me. i did make a few mistakes, though ultimately i was pressured into nearly everything that happened between us. she said inappropriate things to me, shared fantasies about sleeping with me, +
masturbated to me, and threatened to send me explicit images of herself to me. (examples provided in the screenshots below) +
another one of the big things she did to me was guilt trip me, suicide bait me, use me for my kindness and willingness to give advice, and overall walk all over me. she ran away from the problems she caused to let me handle them on my own, and never apologized until long after. +
i CONSTANTLY had to beg her to apologize for the things SHE DID to me just to feel better about everything. she made all of her mistakes feel like they were my fault and i never got closure on any of it. she is a dangerous person and has traumatized me beyond belief, making +
me feel unworthy and less than a human being. she took all of her emotions out on me and i always gave her second chances because i loved and cared for her deeply. i never felt as if my advice and care was ever appreciated due to her lack of interest in listening to +
anything i ever had to tell her. this thread was not made for anyone to attack or call her out themselves, but just to educate about the dangers in this fandom. she is friends with multiple minors and i fear the same happening to them as what happened to me. +
please do not go and hunt her down or ridicule her for the things she has done on a public accord. this is for my own personal closure and to warn those around me of her presence. please stay safe, and i am always here to talk if you need anything. ❤️
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