I put my hands to the sky and I put all my faith that God knows what's best for me. Allah will get me what I desire. I remember reading that Allah rewards for good intentions even without doing them. I do sin and make mistakes & I may not make sense to anybody but I do make sense
I gotta accept reality even if it’s painful, not fair, misunderstood, or just cannot live to see another day. I gotta accept it and live everyday by itself. I do accept it and I’ll fight to keep myself together.
The fact I might have to leave everything I established in this country is horrible but what can I do. I gotta accept reality regardless this is the real world it’s not a movie. Life can crush you sometimes not allowing you even to say what on your mind and I do make mistakes too
Maybe this is the last thing I’ll ever say I want to be remembered to all of you like this. Nothing but love
peace upon you

peace upon you
Family above all
*** I’m saying exactly what I feel in this thread. This message is not intended for anyone specifically