we weren’t meant to be, but i wish you the best. bc at the end of the day, i recognize i was at fault. you put me through so much, but helped me through so much. & for that, im forever thankful you were put in my life. you live & you learn.

that’s the thing about growing. you recognize your faults & realize that you’d rather have them doing better without you, than with you. you come to realize those feelings, that you thought were love, were nothing more than a coping mechanism against your struggles at that time.

a whole year of back & forth helped change my perspective on life. & even though you’ll probably never see this. thank you for saving my life. i know this sounds sappy, but i wouldn’t be at the point in my life right now, spiritually, if it wasn’t for you.

i hope to read this thread in 5 years. i hope to still be living. i want to see us happy. individually that is. i want you to have everything i ever wanted to give to you. stability & love. which is everything i craved. i want you to accomplish all your goals.

god knows we have both been through a lot. & god knows we will be happy someday. thank you for always giving me a chance when i didn’t deserve it. i’m sorry for failing you. i wish you health & happiness.
xo,
jazmín.