i feel so bad for leaving but this really got to be too much for me to handle and i just hate the reality of how black people are still treated to this day and even though i haven’t experienced anything to this degree im still scared that i might end up being another victim +

because its just so normalized and people dont seem to care so many times in my life ive felt like less of a person and inferior to others because i live in a predominantly white state and have lived in mostly white neighborhoods and schools and just anytime this happens +

i become even more enraged and scared because it shows that we’re not improving as a society and it makes me feel like im more at risk but also just seeing everything on my tl makes me feel so much better, but i also cant help but worry that people just do this for today +

and wait for another black person to be lost before speaking up again

sorry for this thread this just really makes me feel all sorts of ways and i just wanted to get it off my chest