Tw// suicide
After finding out that someone took their life today at first I didn't want to believe it. I told myself that "its not real, it can't be real" but it is and its heartbreaking. 10 years ago my brother took his like and I told myself that it wasn't real.+
After finding out that someone took their life today at first I didn't want to believe it. I told myself that "its not real, it can't be real" but it is and its heartbreaking. 10 years ago my brother took his like and I told myself that it wasn't real.+
I was 12 and I didn't really understand why he would do that. Now I understand that the world is cruel and so are people. I wasn't super close with my brother, the age gap between us was 23 years. His loss is still just as fresh in my brain as the day it happened. +
I'm not sure where I'm going with any of this I'm just typing bc I've got to get my emotions out. I didn't know Sun for long but her account seemed like a safe place to me, which is the reason I followed her. +
I didn't get to know her personally but she'll now always hold a memory in my heart. Her death has brought up a lot of memories I've suppressed over the years, and I honestly don't really know how to feel. I'm sad but also angry at people that sent her hate. +
RIP to Sun you beautiful angel, you will be missed but never forgotten. (I apologize for how all over the place this thread is, I wanted to get this off my chest and express my feelings and was exactly sure how to do so. This just seemed like the best way)