Tw// suicide
After finding out that someone took their life today at first I didn& #39;t want to believe it. I told myself that "its not real, it can& #39;t be real" but it is and its heartbreaking. 10 years ago my brother took his like and I told myself that it wasn& #39;t real.+

I was 12 and I didn& #39;t really understand why he would do that. Now I understand that the world is cruel and so are people. I wasn& #39;t super close with my brother, the age gap between us was 23 years. His loss is still just as fresh in my brain as the day it happened. +

I& #39;m not sure where I& #39;m going with any of this I& #39;m just typing bc I& #39;ve got to get my emotions out. I didn& #39;t know Sun for long but her account seemed like a safe place to me, which is the reason I followed her. +

I didn& #39;t get to know her personally but she& #39;ll now always hold a memory in my heart. Her death has brought up a lot of memories I& #39;ve suppressed over the years, and I honestly don& #39;t really know how to feel. I& #39;m sad but also angry at people that sent her hate. +

RIP to Sun you beautiful angel, you will be missed but never forgotten. (I apologize for how all over the place this thread is, I wanted to get this off my chest and express my feelings and was exactly sure how to do so. This just seemed like the best way)