I've been really inactive because of some health issues & I've only left my house to go to doctor's appts. for myself, my daughter, & 2 of our furbabies! My mood hasn't been Chipper, but I've been okay! Yesterday, though, I was in a Pissy Fuxking Mood; the kind of mood that

Isn't going to get better with affirmations, journaling, yoga, or meditation! I REALLY wanted to listen to the Song "Break Styff" by @limpbizkit(at least I think that's the name)& yanno...BREAK STUFF, but that just wasn't possible! Even if we weren't in the middle of a Pandemic,

I'm still dealing with side effects of Chemo and I'm so weak that I can barely lift my arms to wash the teeny, tiny bit of hair that has come back! The only shit I can break right now are my fingernails, because apparently another AMAZING side effect of Chemo this time is

FUXKING up my toenails completely! They've GIVEN UP & have LITERALLY Zayned while my fingernails are so brittle that I've broken them all, I haven't had nails this short since I was 5! And, I've cracked teeth AGAIN this go round, and the nausea hasn't gone away since September

My hair is coming in in patches, so it looks like I let a 4 year old cut my hair with kindergarten safety scissors, and my eyebrows are coming in backwards...it DEADASS looks like they're trying to wave to each other! To sum it up, which I know that anyone still reading

This thread is like "it's about FUXKING time", I HATE EVERYTHING about myself right now! I HATE the way I look, I HATE the way I feel, & I'm SO OVER this Pandemic!

So, yesterday, EVERYTHING came together to create the perfect storm! I had a HUGE PITY PARTY with my PISSY attitude and decided that the best way to get my anger out was to comment on Harries' posts! I don't think I ever cursed at them, or took a cheap shot about them personally

WELL, to end this LONG ASS RAMBLING thread, I came here tonight and OH LORT, my notifications were FULL of them insulting me! And, you know what I have to say about that? HAHAHAHAHA! My little tiny fan acct. pissed them off because they KNOW that they have no logical explanation

For the THOUSANDS of times that H & L's interactions were not just Laddy, Lad, Bro Pal things! FFS, Google Fonding! So, as a reply to all of you who went for the low hanging fruit, who went for the EASY insult...YEP, I'm 52 & with age comes wisdom & I KNOW LOVE when I see it!