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I& #39;ve been really inactive because of some health issues & I& #39;ve only left my house to go to doctor& #39;s appts. for myself, my daughter, & 2 of our furbabies! My mood hasn& #39;t been Chipper, but I& #39;ve been okay! Yesterday, though, I was in a Pissy Fuxking Mood; the kind of mood that
Isn& #39;t going to get better with affirmations, journaling, yoga, or meditation! I REALLY wanted to listen to the Song "Break Styff" by @limpbizkit(at least I think that& #39;s the name)& yanno...BREAK STUFF, but that just wasn& #39;t possible! Even if we weren& #39;t in the middle of a Pandemic,
I& #39;m still dealing with side effects of Chemo and I& #39;m so weak that I can barely lift my arms to wash the teeny, tiny bit of hair that has come back! The only shit I can break right now are my fingernails, because apparently another AMAZING side effect of Chemo this time is
FUXKING up my toenails completely! They& #39;ve GIVEN UP & have LITERALLY Zayned while my fingernails are so brittle that I& #39;ve broken them all, I haven& #39;t had nails this short since I was 5! And, I& #39;ve cracked teeth AGAIN this go round, and the nausea hasn& #39;t gone away since September
My hair is coming in in patches, so it looks like I let a 4 year old cut my hair with kindergarten safety scissors, and my eyebrows are coming in backwards...it DEADASS looks like they& #39;re trying to wave to each other! To sum it up, which I know that anyone still reading
This thread is like "it& #39;s about FUXKING time", I HATE EVERYTHING about myself right now! I HATE the way I look, I HATE the way I feel, & I& #39;m SO OVER this Pandemic!
So, yesterday, EVERYTHING came together to create the perfect storm! I had a HUGE PITY PARTY with my PISSY attitude and decided that the best way to get my anger out was to comment on Harries& #39; posts! I don& #39;t think I ever cursed at them, or took a cheap shot about them personally
WELL, to end this LONG ASS RAMBLING thread, I came here tonight and OH LORT, my notifications were FULL of them insulting me! And, you know what I have to say about that? HAHAHAHAHA! My little tiny fan acct. pissed them off because they KNOW that they have no logical explanation
