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If I ever do anything or say anything that doesn’t sit well with you. Please feel free to message me, sometimes I can’t respond to everyones messages but I will at least try to look at it. If I ever do anything wrong I would like to know so I can grow from it and become a +
Better person. Today I actually reflected back on how I acted when I was 16-17-18 and I realize I’m nothing like that anymore. As you grow, you change. You learn new things, you experience things and you grow from those experiences. +
There is actually a point to this thread because of some thoughts I’ve had in my head lately. I notice that before I was quick to let people in. And now I am not like that as much. I recently have noticed some people I use to be mutuals with have cut me off. And that’s fine by +
Me I’m not one to care about stuff like that as much. But it makes me think, did i do something wrong or did I hurt them in some way? Cause I would personally prefer for someone to tell me because I would like to at least apologize. I’ve had friends ive lost In the past +
And we’ve talked our issues out and have remained friends or we have lost our friendship but at least we talked our issues out. How ever, some of those people I notice were only friends with me because they wanted something from me. And I hate that +
I think that’s why I’m not easy to let new people in now a days. Some people I build quick genuine friendships with. Things just click and I know it’s someone I can be friends with. But I tend to have my walls up with new people because I never really know +
Their purpose for trying to be friends with me. The mutuals I use to have I did look into to see if I did do something. And for one specific person I saw that they had asked a favor from me. It took me a long time to see their messages because I get quite a bit +
So I was about a month or so late. And by the time I saw it I noticed they unfollowed me. So the only thing my head goes to is that this person wanted to use me for personal gain and because I failed to respond they left because that’s all they wanted from me. I could be wrong +
How ever. It could of been a whole other reason. But because they didn’t tell me I won’t trully know. I just have my own personally conclusion to follow. I know a lot of people will support me as I continue my YouTube journey, and a lot of people will stop +
Supporting me. And that’s okay. It happens, it definitely can’t be helped. But I definitely won’t let people take advantage of me and use me for clout or for personal gain. I know this thread is long and I’m all over the place. But maybe some of the things +
I talked about might be some you can relate to and maybe in some way I helped you out. If I ever do anything wrong don’t be afraid to talk to me or point it out. We can have a civil talk. I’m an adult, I handle things like an adult. I’m not one to put your opinions down or be +
Mad if they don’t fit mine. There is certain things I do how ever don’t tolerate. And that’s cyber bullying, racist, homophobia, toxic ness, and a lot more that fit in those criteria’s. And I know people are quick to twist words or reach into things and try to make +
Issues out of it. But believe me when I say, I know what I stand for and I won’t let others label me for what they think I am. Specially if I know It’s something I don’t represent. I do wish I could make more connections with people on Twitter. But I’m always scared that +
They will turn toxic on me or turn on me fast. It’s hard to please everyone and I know sometimes I try to hard to actually please everyone. But I know it’s naturally impossible. Okay I’m done talking haha. To the people who follow me and support me. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! +
You don’t know how much it means to me that I can make you smile when you are sad. That when you have a bad day and you watch one of my videos it makes you laugh. That I’m your buddy to watch BLS with. When I was younger I didn’t really have anyone like that to look up too +
So it fills a void in my heart that I can be THAT someone for so many of you today. I tend to show the positive side of things and I don’t get involved to much with the negative side. Thats just how I am. I keep my not so happy thoughts to myself because I don’t like +
To fuel the fire. But just because I don’t talk about it doesn’t mean I don’t agree or disagree in private. Sending everyone who read this fully a big virtual hug. I hope you are doing well. Love you so much! And don’t forget live everyday like it’s your last. TO THE FULLEST! 
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P.S. love you, stay bad. Don’t let others take advantage of you. Know your worth and don’t settle for less. Work hard for your dreams. Spread positivity. Cry when you need to cry, laugh when you need to laugh. Take a break when you need to. But most importantly LOVE YOURSELF. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">
