𝓐 𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓟𝓪𝓹𝓪𝓼
@bankrollfred
𝓞𝓷𝓮...
Initially making the decision to give you my attention was hard and in a way questionable. I didn’t know much about you but I had heard things and we tried to get to know each other once and it didn’t work so my interest wasn’t sparked. However,
I have never been more happy and secure in my doubtful decision making, EVER. From the beginning you made me smile and laugh. You were never overbearing and respected the things I had to do and whatever was important to me. Our conversations were always something for—
me to look forward to. I was excited to be able to leave class and facetime you for hours until the next class or event popped up. It was fun and new being able to vibe so effortlessly, so early especially with someone from this app.. it felt real & genuine— i appreciated it.
I loved that you always listened to my crazy day even tho i’m sure you didn’t care what happened in my math class that day or how my cheer team had me fucked up in the slightest way and you were always on my side https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> but still told me if my role may have been out of place.
We both had guards up but we were comfortable and had a lot to learn. You were always honest with me about everything and I was ready to and undoubtably excited to get to know a side of Kane that not everyone has access to.
𝓣𝔀𝓸...
The unofficial pop out was crazy. My friends were excited but yours? Lmaooo some felt it and some didn’t. But you didn’t care. I admired that there was nothing about our relationship that you wanted to hide. You had a girl that you wanted and you got her.
You were proud to let people know that you found yourself in a NEW situation but it was exhilarating. You were different for me. OOC and IC. The things you do and say. How you carry yourself, the protection and security, it was all different but i never once had to doubt you
Every once in a while something would happen. Somebody new had a story to tell as they all do when you’re content and more mature than you previously were. Any rumor, assumption, or accusation you shut down and always informed me of even the slightest misunderstandings—
or hints of disrespect to us and/or our relationships and there’s a lot of dudes who would just let shit like that rock.. There was never a time in our relationship where I didn’t feel protected from anything really and security is a huge thing for me.
𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮...
I MET YOU https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😩" title="Weary face" aria-label="Emoji: Weary face"> physically! In person! I got to hold you and kiss you and see you outside imessage and this little blue app. It was only for 3 days but it was a blissful, peaceful, loving 3 days. I swear I didn’t wanna leave you LMAOOOO time flew but it was fun
We didn’t do much of anything outside of being lit and enjoying each other company but it was enough to make me wanna stay. I was already clingy but it became intensified. I was sad as fuck before we even pulled out the cnc lot, a bitch was in her fucking baghttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">
I miss you. Everyday I wanna be up under you and cuddle you. KISS THAT FINE ASS FACE AND MY FUCKING LIPSSSS (i love his lips yall.. bad as fuck) June seems so fucking far and it’s literally right around the corner. It’s a lot about OOC Kane that I won’t expose here but i miss him
𝓕𝓸𝓾𝓻...
So we’re entering into our fourth month (we ain’t quite there yet but y’all get the picture). Four months isn’t long but I feel like Ive known you forever and it’s cliche but it’s the 100% truth. I honestly could have waited but you wanted this and i wanted you—
to have it. I tell you all the time how special you are to me. I admire you for a million reasons & I will never be able to fully explain how appreciative I am. You teach me so much about the world and about myself. You bring out a different side of me.
All of this to really only say that I love you so much and there’s always an opinion on our relationship but WE know what it is and what we mean to each other, we’ve had the conversation a million times. I’ll update this every once in a while but this is it for now.
I LOVE YOU STINKABUTT (yes, I said it, you’ll live) and i can’t wait to see you because i miss you terribly, XOXOXOXO https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blue heart" aria-label="Emoji: Blue heart">
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