The fact that some of George Floyd's last words were, "they gon kill me" and they did absolutely destroys me. I just feel so exhausted constantly seeing black people be brutalized ignored and murdered. There were so many people there. No matter what anyone said he just kept going

It's so exhausting getting personally invested in it every time. It feels like it's never gonna end. No matter how much noise black people make justice isn't served and police officers keep killing us. On a walk, a rub, in our homes, in businesses. It's never ending.

And then seeing them use TEAR GAS on people protesting for George Floyd while police allowed ARMED WHITE PROTESTORS to storm a government building OVER HAVING TO FUCKING STAY HOME it honestly makes me feel despondent every time. It's cruelty that's inconceivable everytime.

How many of us have to die before anything is done? How many of us have to die before police training and racial bias is taken seriously?

And then like we are in the middle of a fucking pandemic. It's stressful enough dealing with this, but black people are still being murdered for existing. We can never catch a break. I'm just tired.