I'm an ambivert. I'm more friendly with people through internet. On the internet, I'm more into extrovert. Got a lot of international friends. But when it comes to my real life, I'm an introvert. I prefer to mind my own business.

Because people in my life won't ever hear my voice. I prefer stay in silent. Funny how can I interact easily to strangers on the internet but not even in real life. Funny how can I get into a big circle of friends on the internet but barely can make a friend in real.

My internet friends know about my problems more than my real life friends do. Tbh, I always avoiding myself from talking to my friends. I barely check my WhatsApp. I'll do that when it something related to my college or my work.

I barely able make a phone call with them but I managed to have group calls with my internet friends or even individually. Never play any of online games with them but I do always get to play with my internet friends.

Never date anyone in real, but had 2 ex internet lovers. I took it as trial before get the chance to date in real. Which means, I learned a lot from my past relationships from toxic to the better one. Currently dating someone, but he's MIA.

So far, I never date anyone that live in the same country as mine. First ex was from Sri Lanka, and the second one was from Philippines. And currently dating a Singaporean. What I like dating an outsider is, I can learn abt their cultures. And also their languages.

Didn't get the chance to learn that much from a Sri Lankan because I was too young back then. The Filipino one, I learned a lot. Plus 80% of my internet friends are Filipinos so I won't be surprised how can I suddenly talk in tagalog. They said, I'm a Filipino in disguise.

Strangers always mistaken me as a Filipino. Sige, po. Pinoy ako. Not to mention abt the Singaporean one. He's not even a malay. He's a pure Chinese but damn. His malay is way better than me made me asking myself if I'm even a malay.

He taught me a lot of malay words that I never heard or words that I didn't know the meaning. I learned Mandarin too, but not alot because it was kinda hard. He's an intellectual and an intelligent. Compared to me, I'm not on his level. Lower than his.

Aight. Didn't realize this thread is getting longer. I was just wanting to type everything that was on my mind. This thread supposed to be abt my ambivert ass but it turned out to be my diary. Don't mind my dumbness.