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[depression anxiety self harm]
idk if you guys give a shit about this tweet or not but i& #39;m still gonna post this
i decided to say a few things for the ones going through a hard time and how you guys should treat them
first of all depression is not such a thing+
[depression anxiety self harm]
idk if you guys give a shit about this tweet or not but i& #39;m still gonna post this
i decided to say a few things for the ones going through a hard time and how you guys should treat them
first of all depression is not such a thing+
like makes you wanna eat loads of chocolate and stay home all the time i& #39;m sure you guys know that but i still wanted to start from here
depression is a mental illness that negatively effects how you feel, think and act and it also causes you to feel emotions at the tip+
depression is a mental illness that negatively effects how you feel, think and act and it also causes you to feel emotions at the tip+
lot of things can cause depression it doesn& #39;t matter if it& #39;s something very important cause we all are different, our state of mind is different and some people can be more sensetive/fragile about even the smallest things+
things that some of us think & #39;ain& #39;t a shit& #39; can be serious shit for someone else so please don& #39;t respond to people & #39;was it seriously about that/such bullshit/you should grow up get over that kind of things& #39; if the topic isn& #39;t actually nonsense when they open up+
i& #39;ve been struggling with depression, anxiety, self hate/harm for 4 years and i feel like i need to make a few points clear idek why
people with depression aren& #39;t lazy.
imagine you don& #39;t show interest to anything in your life, you feel lost and you feel like there& #39;s nobody to+
people with depression aren& #39;t lazy.
imagine you don& #39;t show interest to anything in your life, you feel lost and you feel like there& #39;s nobody to+
come find you, you& #39;re completely alone in the dark with yourself.
in my case, i hated myself for being this way and that made everything worse.
i hated myself because i was different from everyone else, i was literally torturing myself+
in my case, i hated myself for being this way and that made everything worse.
i hated myself because i was different from everyone else, i was literally torturing myself+
i was sitting in a corner and listening to music all the time while others were laughing and fucking around because i was afraid to spend time with them.
i was afraid because i was losing interest to everything, i stopped eating, i wasn& #39;t getting out of my bed, i wasn& #39;t able to+
i was afraid because i was losing interest to everything, i stopped eating, i wasn& #39;t getting out of my bed, i wasn& #39;t able to+
anyone because i had things to say but i didn& #39;t know how to say them and i was nearly crying when i tried to talk to someone because i had so much inside and i couldn& #39;t express them, i couldn& #39;t get rid of them+
i started to feel like i& #39;m damaged, i was the wrong kid because i felt everything in a different way, i was negative and i was isolated.
i hated myself for all that shit, i hated every inch of myself i hated my face, my legs, my hands, my arms, my feelings, my voice, my+
i hated myself for all that shit, i hated every inch of myself i hated my face, my legs, my hands, my arms, my feelings, my voice, my+
behaviours i was disgusted.
i even made myself believe that i was literally stupid and my lessons started to get worse. at this time i hated myself for falling short of the mark.
then i lost my emotions for a while because i couldn& #39;t take this anymore,+
i even made myself believe that i was literally stupid and my lessons started to get worse. at this time i hated myself for falling short of the mark.
then i lost my emotions for a while because i couldn& #39;t take this anymore,+
people told me i was a psycho; they gave me nicknames, they made fun of me and they called me & #39;weirdo& #39;
i acted like that was fine, like i was fine i suppressed my feelings, my thoughts i suppressed everything and i started to live like i had a perfect mental health+
i acted like that was fine, like i was fine i suppressed my feelings, my thoughts i suppressed everything and i started to live like i had a perfect mental health+
i literally suppressed everything, i didn& #39;t let anything out, i pretended and at some point i believed that i was happy.
after a while i realized that i was doing something terrible.
i stopped pretending and everyone ran away cause i was needy, problematic and toxic+
after a while i realized that i was doing something terrible.
i stopped pretending and everyone ran away cause i was needy, problematic and toxic+
they said i was acting out, i was looking for attention and they left me alone.
i& #39;m also having serious trust issues, i even barely believe my siblings love me, i think every friendship i have now is fake, i feel like they don& #39;t actually love me, they want to cut the ties with+
i& #39;m also having serious trust issues, i even barely believe my siblings love me, i think every friendship i have now is fake, i feel like they don& #39;t actually love me, they want to cut the ties with+
me.
i tried to kill myself when i was in 7th grade, i took a blade on my wrists and i freaked out when i felt the pain, i was alone at home, i stopped the bleeding and i bandaged my wrists+
i tried to kill myself when i was in 7th grade, i took a blade on my wrists and i freaked out when i felt the pain, i was alone at home, i stopped the bleeding and i bandaged my wrists+
after that day i started to smile and i havent talked about it ever again because i broke my parents heart, i wanted them to believe i was okay.
doctor gave me medicines because i was hearing voices in my head.
they were telling me that i was a failure,+
doctor gave me medicines because i was hearing voices in my head.
they were telling me that i was a failure,+
i was ugly, i was untalented and i wasn& #39;t needed by anybody.
i dropped the meds after the voices in my head stopped and i thought the voices were my thoughts. i struggled with nightmares where people used to chase me and burn me alive because they all wanted me+
i dropped the meds after the voices in my head stopped and i thought the voices were my thoughts. i struggled with nightmares where people used to chase me and burn me alive because they all wanted me+
dead for some reason and i hated myself even more like it was possible for being a problematic bitch
then i started to do self harm but i was too tired to hide it, people saw the scars and they called me & #39;attention seeker.& #39;+
then i started to do self harm but i was too tired to hide it, people saw the scars and they called me & #39;attention seeker.& #39;+
i& #39;ve been judged for many reasons by people and i lost my self esteem then anxiety came up.
now i gave up from everything in my life, i don& #39;t have a purpose, i don& #39;t wanna do anything, i don& #39;t know what does it mean to love someone,+
now i gave up from everything in my life, i don& #39;t have a purpose, i don& #39;t wanna do anything, i don& #39;t know what does it mean to love someone,+
people around me think i& #39;m stupid because i& #39;m acting like i haven& #39;t got a brain to not get hurt anymore. i feel useless, my life doesn& #39;t matter for me and most of the people in my life, i can& #39;t comfort myself and i don& #39;t have anyone by my side, i& #39;m alone.
i& #39;m trapped in my own+
i& #39;m trapped in my own+
darkness.
what i& #39;m trying to say is i get it, i know how hard it can be and you can& #39;t keep everything inside until they blow up.
please, come talk to me if you& #39;re feeling negative or if you have any problems cause i want to help people before they give up like me and throw their+
what i& #39;m trying to say is i get it, i know how hard it can be and you can& #39;t keep everything inside until they blow up.
please, come talk to me if you& #39;re feeling negative or if you have any problems cause i want to help people before they give up like me and throw their+
