See it on my feed and god let me tell you body Dysmorphia is HELLUVA DRUG

I don& #39;t normally wanna get into heavy topics on main, but it& #39;s something I struggle with /a lot/ and I never really... see people talk about it? There& #39;s something comforting knowing you& #39;re not the only one who& #39;s had this problem, but it shaped a lot of my younger years

and between that and me struggling to come to terms with my sexuality, it led to a lot of mental health problems, and I spent a few years really questioning my gender identity.
Had I known what trans was at the time, I probably would have thought I was.

It& #39;s something I wish I could have explored? But in time I came to realize my problems stemmed with really bad body dysmorphia, being gay as SHIT and a very heavily ingrained hatred of women.

Honestly, if you think you might be trans I COMPLETELY encourage people to explore your identity and see what works for you. I& #39;m not sure this thread is going anywhere useful, but more and more I& #39;ve been talking to people who experienced the same things as I did growing up.