i should eventually take a good enough picture of my maternal grandfather since there is a frame in the living room with one of the few pictures of him

along with my maternal grandmother even though...... i never really got to know her at all, she wasn't alive when i was born

even though there was once where i felt her presence but this was like after what happened from one christmas so its just kinda...... yeah

i dont know if its just the minor ability of feeling presences of the already departed within the family but so far it's just been my paternal great-grandfather & paternal great-grandmother, and my maternal grandmother

there would've been another time before but i cant recall it

but the thing is, my maternal grandfather, i don't necessarily need to feel his presence if he already sets off the smoke detector at random points in the day or night or depending on when he feels like it

and i think i know why its the smoke detector that goes off

but its also the same reason of what led to his health problems and then his passing which..... kinda would like to not dwell on that further

.........actually ill describe a bit later after washing dishes within a small thread unless i start rambling too much because it's hard to condense the things that happened within this thread