I just want everyone to know that I love them & I'm even talking about those that might hate me. This pandemic has put life in a new perspective for me. We are in this together. Whether you like it or not. Our children are watching. Please be better examples or hope is lost.

Racism & division. Red vs blue. Supporting somebody or something does not mean turn a blind eye to it. We must hold one another accountable & also be there to lift our brothers & sisters up. Nobody can do this alone. I know it's easy to just worry about you & yours but...

But nobody can do it alone. United States of America. We aren't united & we also aren't the only people on this planet. It breaks my heart to see so much pain. I may be 46 but inside is still the little boy who just wanted everyone to be happy. I can't be happy if..

I can't be happy if my happiness hinges on taking from others or at someone else's expense. I'm hoping one day that I feel at peace but right now I feel like I'm drowning. Drowning & everyone is on the beach having a good time & not concerned.

I am sure I am not alone in this feeling. I am figuring things out. On the outside it might seem like I have things all sorted & my life is perfect. It's really not. Every day is a struggle to stay above water. This is not because of the pandemic. This was prior to & continues

I don't have all the answers. Nobody does. But I know one thing for sure. The world needs more love & we need to kift others up & call out those out of line. But those out of line need help too. Not just cancelling. This is not a cry for help for me. I am not going to harm myself

Let's just all do better. I'm trying. Just try. Also, do not take this as a sign of weakness. Don't think this makes me or you soft if you feel similar. We are the strong ones. We just need to come together & bring forth change. I love you all. Have a great day & focus on change