I just want to talk about myself.

I am a very shy person, too shy, very difficult to talk with new people. I don& #39;t know how to start a conversation. I always thought if I spoke, the other person would not respond to me. I always try my best at trying conversations.

I used to have a lot of friends and someday I moved schools, many didn& #39;t like me bcs I was just a new kid but I could attract that much attention. For them it isn& #39;t natural, especially until many seniors also know me bcs it was in my new school, I was afraid to start something.

I used to be very happy going to school because I think they were all waiting to play with me and vice versa, but when I change schools, I really don& #39;t feel like going to school. do i have friends in my new school? yes. I have ¼ of my total old school friends

sad? certainly. really can& #39;t imagine any of this happening far from my expectations. I don& #39;t blame anyone for this; my parents who moved me, people who didn& #39;t respect me, people who still applied the seniority system. anybody, NO. But do you know, that can change a person?

I used to dare to express something, but now it& #39;s not. I& #39;m too afraid to reveal something, Once, when I tried to talk, they didn& #39;t respect me, they thought what I said would not be true and & #39;what for talking to a new student& #39;
fyi: I& #39;m a new student in the middle of the semester.

for them, the new child is just a troublemaker of friendship that has been arranged from the beginning of the year. bcs I entered in the middle of the semester/year
especially, when there are group assignments, huh !! I really considered nonexistent.

and there are many other things that make me not dare to express something. Many of my old friends are shocked about that but, yeaa.. it& #39;s fate and we can& #39;t replace it.
Do you know, many people experience the same thing as me or even that happens yourself?

if you haven& #39;t felt it, please respect other people, don& #39;t think of new people as different people, I know, you have friends that have been built since the beginning of the year

surely you feel if there are new person in the middle of the year makes you lazy to get acquainted again, yes because you already have friends. But you know, at night before he/she sleeps, he thinks about whether he/she will be well received in his/her new environment.

for you who already and are feeling, stay strong babe https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💛" title="Yellow heart" aria-label="Emoji: Yellow heart"> i know you can get through it all! don& #39;t see how many people take you down, but look at those who keep supporting you! cry if you are not strong enough to hold tears. But, remember! the sunny day ahead is waiting for you.

keep yourself, how you should be! you should know, God loves you, your family loves you, and I love you too https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💛" title="Yellow heart" aria-label="Emoji: Yellow heart">. I might not be brave enough to talk like this in public, but I hope this thread can help us all https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌸" title="Cherry blossom" aria-label="Emoji: Cherry blossom"> be a friends https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👭" title="Women holding hands" aria-label="Emoji: Women holding hands">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👫" title="Woman and man holding hands" aria-label="Emoji: Woman and man holding hands">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👬" title="Men holding hands" aria-label="Emoji: Men holding hands">