i'm gonna need to make a thread to vent here.

so like, i'm questioning everything that makes me who i am right now- literally my sexuality, romantic orientation, gender identity.. e v e r y t h i n g. and i'm scared to come to terms with who i really am. like, what am i? i don't quite know yet. i just need some support rn +

it's all i ask. please leave if you're gonna yell at me.

so i currently identify as pansexual, panromantic, and genderfluid. but i don't know anymore. i think i'm gonna have to come out all over again to my friends who don't see this or don't have twitter. so i'm nervous. +

in regard to my sexuality, i've recently been thinking that i may be asexual. i don't know how to feel about this. i'm not sure if i am ace, but it's a creeping suspicion i have.

my romantic orientation is panromantic for sure. i think that's the one thing i have completely +

set in stone.

my gender identity... is an entire mess. i've recently been more comfortable with identifying as they/them and i somewhat get more on edge when people use she/her. i've had this thought a while back, like i didnt know how to feel about how i label myself. +

so i currently label myself as genderfluid. but idk, the term just doesn't... feel right ? idk how to explain it. my mind can't process feelings very well so i put the thought off to address later and it just resurfaced. but being genderfluid doesn't exactly make sense to me +

anymore. feelings are tough for me to come to terms with. i don't address my feelings often, unless with a close friend. genderfluid just doesn't click with me anymore. and it does not make sense to identify as something that you are not. since i first happened to "figure out" +

my gender identity, i've grown as a person. i've grown out of the label that 13-year-old joey thought they were.

now as for what i really identify as? nonbinary. it just seems to make sense now. but again, i'm not 100% sure. i need some time to think about this. +

i'll probably be back in a few hours and quote tweet this thread with my thoughts and confirmations and whatnot. a few hours is plenty of time for me to think heavily on this.

thanks to everyone who supports me. you mean everything to me and i need y'all right now. thank you sm.