i& #39;m gonna need to make a thread to vent here.
so like, i& #39;m questioning everything that makes me who i am right now- literally my sexuality, romantic orientation, gender identity.. e v e r y t h i n g. and i& #39;m scared to come to terms with who i really am. like, what am i? i don& #39;t quite know yet. i just need some support rn +
it& #39;s all i ask. please leave if you& #39;re gonna yell at me.

so i currently identify as pansexual, panromantic, and genderfluid. but i don& #39;t know anymore. i think i& #39;m gonna have to come out all over again to my friends who don& #39;t see this or don& #39;t have twitter. so i& #39;m nervous. +
in regard to my sexuality, i& #39;ve recently been thinking that i may be asexual. i don& #39;t know how to feel about this. i& #39;m not sure if i am ace, but it& #39;s a creeping suspicion i have.

my romantic orientation is panromantic for sure. i think that& #39;s the one thing i have completely +
set in stone.

my gender identity... is an entire mess. i& #39;ve recently been more comfortable with identifying as they/them and i somewhat get more on edge when people use she/her. i& #39;ve had this thought a while back, like i didnt know how to feel about how i label myself. +
so i currently label myself as genderfluid. but idk, the term just doesn& #39;t... feel right ? idk how to explain it. my mind can& #39;t process feelings very well so i put the thought off to address later and it just resurfaced. but being genderfluid doesn& #39;t exactly make sense to me +
anymore. feelings are tough for me to come to terms with. i don& #39;t address my feelings often, unless with a close friend. genderfluid just doesn& #39;t click with me anymore. and it does not make sense to identify as something that you are not. since i first happened to "figure out" +
my gender identity, i& #39;ve grown as a person. i& #39;ve grown out of the label that 13-year-old joey thought they were.

now as for what i really identify as? nonbinary. it just seems to make sense now. but again, i& #39;m not 100% sure. i need some time to think about this. +
i& #39;ll probably be back in a few hours and quote tweet this thread with my thoughts and confirmations and whatnot. a few hours is plenty of time for me to think heavily on this.

thanks to everyone who supports me. you mean everything to me and i need y& #39;all right now. thank you sm.
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