Saw a tweet yday that said "mental health isn't an excuse to travel" and while I really do get it, I'd also got to the point of s*lf h*rming daily living back home for two solid months so travelling back to live w tom (I am v fortunate to have somewhere to stay) for rest of

lockdown has been SO helpful and today I hit two straight weeks free from that horrible behaviour. I felt so guilty travelling and did my best to social distance/do hygiene practices and I just? I'm dead proud of myself for getting out of the cycle of it buuut I'm still filled w

guilt bc of how I had to go about getting out of it, you know. I spoke w a GP last week who said she thought it was the right decision and now I have a triage assessment set up. I think it's the fact a lot of my friends are going through really difficult periods in their lives at

the moment and they NEED to have their friends around them but can't because they aren't able to just go stay w their partners in a house their friends are already living in. Idk what the point of this is, it's just frustrating that getting out of that habit is offset by guilt

Even this thread is so selfish and self-indulgent, actually cba w myself at alllll