Saw a tweet yday that said "mental health isn& #39;t an excuse to travel" and while I really do get it, I& #39;d also got to the point of s*lf h*rming daily living back home for two solid months so travelling back to live w tom (I am v fortunate to have somewhere to stay) for rest of

lockdown has been SO helpful and today I hit two straight weeks free from that horrible behaviour. I felt so guilty travelling and did my best to social distance/do hygiene practices and I just? I& #39;m dead proud of myself for getting out of the cycle of it buuut I& #39;m still filled w

guilt bc of how I had to go about getting out of it, you know. I spoke w a GP last week who said she thought it was the right decision and now I have a triage assessment set up. I think it& #39;s the fact a lot of my friends are going through really difficult periods in their lives at

the moment and they NEED to have their friends around them but can& #39;t because they aren& #39;t able to just go stay w their partners in a house their friends are already living in. Idk what the point of this is, it& #39;s just frustrating that getting out of that habit is offset by guilt https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤪" title="Zany face" aria-label="Emoji: Zany face">

Even this thread is so selfish and self-indulgent, actually cba w myself at alllll