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As the 2nd semester started,
I feel sooooooo lazy with my studies, where in I just used to attend classes to sign the attendance sheet, I don& #39;t exert much effort on some of my activities & quizzes
I feel sooooooo lazy with my studies, where in I just used to attend classes to sign the attendance sheet, I don& #39;t exert much effort on some of my activities & quizzes
I failed on some of my quizzes during this semester, (realtalk) and that doesn& #39;t surprised me at all, coz i don& #39;t give time to review well.
I failed on some of the quizzes on my major subjectsssss
I failed on some of the quizzes on my major subjectsssss
I realized that i don& #39;t excel anymore, that i don& #39;t deserve the free tuition fee being granted on me, coz i just feel tired on pressuring myself to become on top, everytimeEee.
It lessens the desire in my heart, to aim for more, to get the (latin honors) that I always dream of,.,
But, i realized that I can& #39;t be stuck forever, contentment is a must but being irresponsible on acads is a no-no.
That& #39;s why, I reflect on those failed quizzes of mine.,.
Studied them, over all over again, until midterm comes...
That& #39;s why, I reflect on those failed quizzes of mine.,.
Studied them, over all over again, until midterm comes...
I can& #39;t put the tension into words because I know that if I also fail my midterm exam, there& #39;s a possibility that I wouldn& #39;t be a part of the (dean& #39;s lister) awardees. Just so u know,
that i have to maintain a GWA of 1.75 and below in every semester
that i have to maintain a GWA of 1.75 and below in every semester
I don& #39;t have enough sleep, two weeks before the hell week, i am soooooo stress to let myself understand every detail that I have to memorize, and I kept on blaming myself for neglecting the chances that I should& #39;ve been more responsible and resourceful w/ time
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And so, midterm comes.....
I feel dumb in so many ways that how things turned out to be this hard? That i can& #39;t even trust my instincts on choosing the right answers on my testpaper, (in every subject) that i& #39;m in doubt whenever i try to calm myself and trust everything i learned
I feel dumb in so many ways that how things turned out to be this hard? That i can& #39;t even trust my instincts on choosing the right answers on my testpaper, (in every subject) that i& #39;m in doubt whenever i try to calm myself and trust everything i learned
I just promised to myself, that I have to give my best shots on the final term, unfortunately...
it didn& #39;t happen, due to this pandemichttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😒" title="Unamused face" aria-label="Emoji: Unamused face">
And the university declared to end the S.Y 2019-2020, earlier than expected to avoid confusion of the resume of classes,.,.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😥" title="Disappointed but relieved face" aria-label="Emoji: Disappointed but relieved face">
it didn& #39;t happen, due to this pandemic
And the university declared to end the S.Y 2019-2020, earlier than expected to avoid confusion of the resume of classes,.,.
(and ofc, to make us safe at all cost) coz our health and safety is their utmost priority https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💚" title="Green heart" aria-label="Emoji: Green heart">
they also announced that our midterm will also be considered as our final grade, and that& #39;s not a good news for me at all
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they also announced that our midterm will also be considered as our final grade, and that& #39;s not a good news for me at all
Uh-oh
I started on computing my GWA, and anticipating to have a 3.0 grade on some subjects that I know that wouldn& #39;t give much of considerations.,.. that& #39;s why the given GWA of mine is such a blessing and a surprise at the same time, coz i didn& #39;t exert much than expected.
And I also know how our profs based their given grades on just numerical outputs rather than giving some considerations,.. Hehe https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤭" title="Face with hand over mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face with hand over mouth">
And so w/ that,
I maybe did well w/ the midterm exam? Hahaha. Char!
And so w/ that,
I maybe did well w/ the midterm exam? Hahaha. Char!
To end this thread,.,
Thankyou Godhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏" title="Folded hands" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blue heart" aria-label="Emoji: Blue heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💯" title="Hundred points symbol" aria-label="Emoji: Hundred points symbol"> for teaching me a lesson that would remind me to give my best on every opportunities ahead of me, coz second chances aren& #39;t always given nor available.
And, thank u self...
for not giving uphttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤞" title="Crossed fingers" aria-label="Emoji: Crossed fingers">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥳" title="Partying face" aria-label="Emoji: Partying face">
Thankyou God
And, thank u self...
for not giving up
