I honestly don't know how to feel about Christianity anymore. I'm always gonna believe but there are so many parts that just don't resonate with me. The concept of heaven or hell itself is wild.

80 years of "immoral" living = 80000000000+ years of torment?

Is it that deep?

I think it's even crazier for me because if we're to take the Bible literally, Satan gets tens of thousands of years to roam free before eternal damnation but humans only get tens of years. How do we get a worse deal than the actual devil?

Make it make sense.

And then you have all of the atrocities that have been committed in the name of Christianity but God didn't intervene? The same God that was turning people into salt because they looked the wrong way. It just does not add up, I'm sorry.

Maybe there's a hidden truth because huh?

Honestly, the older I get, the more I believe that this is just a giant game of Sims

And if I have to speak on it, does anybody really understand how the Garden of Eden was a massive setup?

Why was Satan in there in the first place?
Why is it that after Eve took the apple, there was 24/7 security but before that, the angels were on break?

Just to put it into context, it is almost quite literally like parents kicking their babies out of the house for failing that marshmallow challenge. Why?

I think the thing that bugs me most is that I really do believe but I just cannot wrap my head around so many things that I've been taught.

Niggas were ordering miracles on next day delivery back in the days of Moses and we can't even get a cheeky Covid vaccine? HOW SWAY?

And you know what? I’m gonna say it. Bare people shouting about toxic relationships but nobody is questioning the pastors who control people through threats of eternal hellfire?

It’s not adding up!