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sexual abuse/molestation: one of my uncles-in-law, used to molest me. would give me treats then would put me on his lap, would touch me in places but I didn& #39;t know better than, I was 10. but I knew it was wrong, I felt wrong but I never told anyone because he threatened me
one of my own cousins, would come into my room and grope me, touch me in places I would never touch sexually, I was 14. but I never told anyone, I didn& #39;t have a voice.
one of my past bosses, groped my ass, would touch my boobs, would put their hands on my thighs when peoplecant see. I was working behind a really high counter. no one would see. there were no cameras. I needed that job, that money to fund my studies. so I never said anything
but I quit that job. his friends would harass me on the phone, would try to provoke me, and have phone sex, would spew dirty filty stuff to me. I reported them to police. it was in 2014, I& #39;ve never heard from police again
a little after that, I started dating after trusting and talking someone for six months, I was a touch starved person. I needed something good. but that animal wanted to rape me when I finally agreed to show my body. he forced me to be submissive to him, made me give him blowjobs
in a semipublic place, send his dick pics when I begged him not to send, humiliated me, lied and manipulated me, and on this horrible day I& #39;ll never forget, he tried to do force anal when I won& #39;t open my legs for him. I won& #39;t ever forget that assholes face.
talked to my then best friend, about it and asked her to go to hospital with me, she blamed me. "it& #39;s your fault" "no one will ever believe you"
fast forward a couple of years, subjected to domestic violence from my step father. he locked me inside me room, forbid me from going to colellege, assumed I was having sex with my cousin when the boy was younger than my own brother. I was depressed. studying was the only
thing outside bts that kepot me going
but he took that away. I had to retake one semester, because I couldn& #39;t sit in the exams. my body wasn& #39;t functioning well to do tests. I was depressed, didn& #39;t go to anywhere for three months. if iit wasn& #39;t for the lady in the lounge where I stayed
don& #39;t even know how I would be even alive now. I stopped attending classes because my disassociation got worse. so a lot of things happened with me but I never had a voice.
one last thing.
