I don& #39;t tell anyone when I& #39;m in a depressive state because I don& #39;t want to concern anyone, but then I tweet all this manic shit that I regret later and people get concerned anyways. I just can& #39;t fucking win with this shit.

Like legit, I just lose track of reality and when I come to I remember all the shit I posted and I have to delete it. I don& #39;t know what the deal is, but it& #39;s really fucking annoying because I don& #39;t want anyone to be burdened by my shit and my stupid self is making it public.

I& #39;m considering deleting Twitter, but right now it& #39;s the only way I can see what my friends are up to which I don& #39;t want to give up.

I might delete this thread too, but I thought I& #39;d kinda explain whats going on while I& #39;m a bit more lucid.