It’s tiring. Every day shit like this is tiring. My late 20’s forward has been nothing but secondary trauma from people of color dying. It’s by far the most frustrating and hopeless feeling ever. Every time it happens I struggle sleeping and feel like it’ll never change.

Our biggest fear in ever having a child was racism. Every single aspect of it. We talked so many times about if we wanted to bring a child of color in this world. It didn’t matter if it was a boy or girl. I’m not trying to make a point or anything but it’s rough having this

Hopeless feeling all the time.