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I remember going out with my friends, my previous friends...and I just would feel alone.
I’m in a position now where I was friends with a lot of people and I kind of felt abandoned,
I’ve seen people choose material items over me, I’ve seen people choose status quote over me, I’ve seen people like when you just give them motimatems they just choose everything besides you.
So I’ve been placing situations that are very heartbreaking as far as like people, and it truly breaks my heart.
Love has always been on my mind, and I’ve stopped looking for someone unfortunately because it’s not that I’ve given up, it’s just I’ve seen people just giving promises on promises and never really fulfill.
I was always looking looking for a care taker, for someone to protect me, take initiative for me, and that maybe selfish but I’m just being honest.
And every time I’ve let myself be lead on by someone they either deceive me or treat me really bad, and I’m a very genuine person and I’m far too emotional and I care too much, and I’ve cared too much in situations were I’ve been fucked over.
