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Okay I was looking at some of my old photos...

It was all fun seeing how jeje I was HAHAHA pero as I went on, umabot ako sa photos ko 10 years ago.

I contemplated for a while..

If I would be given a chance to talk to my Grade 3 self...

*this is going to sound weird

pero I would tell her na she is NOT FAT.

I remember hating myself because I felt like I don& #39;t fit in kasi I was the FAT kid. Wherein pag tinigan ko yung photos ko 10 years ago, I would see her as an average lang na bata who is taller compared sa classmates niya pero definitely not fat.

I know this shouldn& #39;t sound like a big deal kasi super tagal na non. Pero the thing is, dinala ko siya hanggang highschool. I accepted it na sa sarili ko na I am fat and I will ALWAYS be fat. Dala ko yung burden na yun all these years and ngayon ko lang yun narealize.

Before mag prom, I would break down kasi ang pangit ko sa gown ko. I do not have the confidence to go into clothing stores kasi alam kong wala silang size para saakin. To sum it up, I realy had a LOW SELF ESTEEM.

if nasabihan ko yung younger self ko, it would& #39;ve helped especially sa self esteem ko and baka di na umabot hanggang highschool yung burden na ginawa ko sa sarili ko na palaki ng palaki over the years like my weight kasi I gave up on myself.

pero yess... we cannot bring back time (unlesshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤔" title="Thinking face" aria-label="Emoji: Thinking face">... char hahahah)

*cliché line coming throughhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">

just learn from it nalang ofchttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">

and be cautious of what you say to other people because you do not know what kind of battle are they facing.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😊" title="Smiling face with smiling eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with smiling eyes">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😚" title="Kissing face with closed eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Kissing face with closed eyes">

I hope this thread made you realize something kahit papaanohttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">

If you are someone who is still in this battlefield, feel free to dm me if you need someone to listenhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😚" title="Kissing face with closed eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Kissing face with closed eyes">

Godbles you alllhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤗" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face">