this meme is oretoku

hi im gonna actually expose my old essay

muku is designed in every way to attack me in terms of what im looking for in a male character
my no.1 ultimate ultimate saioshi is mikuru natsuki but muku is no.2 right below her which would make him my fav male chara and 2nd fav ever

i tend to fall for prince/princess characters, and i must admit yes i do often fall to the soft boy type, but what i like abt muku the most compared to other soft boys ive stanned in the past and that made him rlly stick to me is that hes not a weak boy whatsoever

he dreams about love and i could definitely have a fun conversation with him abt shoujo mangas, if there was such a boy in my classroom when i was at his age surely i would fall for him. hes very passionate, and thats always something to adore.

and yeah, he worked hard yet he lost his place in track field. but he found something else to work hard in and hes giving it his all.
the one thing he lacks is confidence, which often shoots down not only himself but others around him.

The past few years I've been somewhat like that, and somehow, sometimes realizing how much stronger Muku would be if he were more confident made me realize that I would be much stronger if I were more confident with myself

Hes a very respectable senpai figure, but thats not something you really put into thought, in the company hes One Of The Young Ones, so that side of his doesnt really show until u think bout it further yet when it does show you can see its very muku-rashii!!

Receiving chocolates on valentines day and taking it all as platonic chocolates without realizing the amount of people who Probably gave it to him in a romantic way? thats so muku-like... I love stories like this with mob POV.

The amount of roles muku actually have played who are unlike his real personality actually really impresses me. No offense on Azami (lol) but that child needs a role that requires him to act a 180 from his real self

Yes, my fav muku role is henry, thats obvious. Muku's potential and capability really shines in that role, hes a very capable actor. Hes also played characters like Ono whos blatantly just, gross horny teen boy,
and even his lead, Florence, is a narcissist? Real muku would never

The way his voice actually changes as Ono just astounds me. He actually got fucking possessed by a horny teen boy in that play i swear to god.

Point is, Muku is a dreamer, he's strong and capable and hes going to keep chasing it, and I want to support him all the way.

Its been 3 years since I met him and hes grown more than ever, I still believe he can shock me even more and make me even more proud of him than I already am. Yes, I'm talking about a fictional character but he makes me so happy to be a mother

Moving on to Azami. Oh Azami, Im gonna be honest, I had zero interested in him when he was first announced. I wasnt paying attention on a3 and.. I just thought hes some akigumi 20 year old badboy that they added. Yeah we all thought he was older than Banri or Omi didnt we,

yeah, i laughed at his age. 14? Looking like that? what a loser.
also I know I insult him 24/7 but hes still my son and thats exactly why I get to insult him

Despite Azami looking like the "opposite" of my saioshi, Muku, if you look closer I believe theyre not that different at all.

Their style is different, but theyre both the young boy passionately chasing their dreams.
I love characters with big sparkly dreams.

if muku was my classmate id fall for him, but if azami was my classmate i would be frienemies with him. Still respect nonetheless.
seeing konishi seiya's surprise appearance in bloomfes did push me to look into azami more im not gonna lie...

If you listen to both of their image songs, theyre the young boys singing about their dreams, and "whats so bad about having dreams"?

Muku's song being worded "If I became a prince one day that would be nice.."

and Azami being "Fuck you. This is my life, this is my dreams. Im chasing it no matter what you say."

I think these two would really respect each other in their difference yet similarity

what i (cough) hate about azami is that despite him being the young brat, and probably telling his father Sakyo to fuck off at every chance he can, hes actually respectful and has good intentions and is... genuinely, a good kid.

again hes passionate abt what he likes to do and hes chasing a dream that has become really important to his identity and he simply wont let anyone stand in the way of that

Muku never had to go against his parents so hed find it admirable that azami would go that far for his dream

but azami would find it admirable that muku achieves so much and is pretty much a "perfect highschooler" tht his parents are so proud of, yet hes still chasing his dream

I swear twitter is gonna suspend me for making this long ass essay thread

If u think abt it, it sounds childish to adults

a yakuza son doing dreaming of being a makeup artist of all things? and this boy "wants to be a prince" ffs who even says that?

yet theyre taking it seriously, and theyre developing and growing stronger. Dreams made them strong.

These two make me think theres no such thing as a dumb dream. If it makes you grow, if it makes you improve and if it makes you take steps forward, whats so bad about having dreams?

Now, out of my 4 oshis, the other two have songs that are a bit more,, angsty lyrics wise. seiten no sinker and MINORITY hurts me so good

Kumon, as Yuki says when hes paired with Muku, negative duo... They've both fallen before in the sports world. The tendency to apologize, its there.

Maybe its not what they both thought they would be doing today, but theyre here, and they want to make people smile.

The line 「もう一度だけ、進む覚悟があるか？」from seiten no sinker gives me chills when I think about it,
"Just once more, are you ready to move forward?"

For those who have fallen before and know the pain of falling, its easier said than done. Things in life happens far from plans, things go bad, it doesnt mean you cant stand up again, it doesnt mean you cant change

I love all of these kids, theyre strong dreamers. I know I keep mentioning that but its really why I hold them so dear,
Yuki's
「好きなもの好きと言ってたって良いよね？」from MINORITY actually applies to all of these 4,
"Its fine to say that I love the things that I love, right?"

Yuki, it's okay to dress how you like and make what you love
It's okay to dream of fairytales and love, Muku
It's okay to have your own goals Azami, who cares what others say
and.. ww... its okay Kumon we all know youre a chuuni, you can say it (snort)

These four kids have been searching for a place that will accept them as who they are, and they found it, and I am so ffucking emotional over these 4 kids its ridiculous

Everyones a little lonely but they can... (starts crying) hold hands... are u guys tired of this thread yet... its just 3am lovemail.........