as someone who always worries about the future yet lives in the past, joon& #39;s words about focusing on the present hit hard. because all of this? will only be precious memories. i lived the best i could and so did they, which is all that should matter when we look back at our lives

this episode made me reflect on how much the person i am today has been impacted by the boys?? it& #39;s been six years and i spent - probably some of the most crucial years of my youth - with them being a massive part of my life and i& #39;m glad younger me picked the right role models

like,, life has been kind of shitty yknow? and this episode was sad, yeah, but also very comforting. i really wouldn& #39;t trade them for the world and i hope they know how much value they have as not just a group, but as individuals too.

side note: never let anyone invalidate what you& #39;ve learnt and felt through being a fan. there& #39;s so much more to be gained from being a part of something like this. as long as it remains a positive influence and a pillar of support, it& #39;s something beautiful and should be respected