I sometimes think what if BTS suddenly disbands? How will my life go on? How will BTS& #39; lives go on? What do I do to keep myself happy? Tbh, I& #39;m just 13 and for me getting a lover doesn& #39;t make me happy. BTS makes me happy, now I& #39;m gonna cry thinking I& #39;ll be deadass miserable again

What if I die of sadness? I don& #39;t want that. BTS is the only one who kept me going, I& #39;m starting to think how I live my life independently. No one to cheer me up, no one to make me believe in myself, no one to boost up my confidence.

What if my life will lead to nowhere without BTS? I was 8 when I started stanning and listening to their music. I grew up loving them. I have no idea what to do in life anymore. I have no idea what to do next when they disband.

should I try to be happy? Because it& #39;s impossible to do that on my own. Listening to Let Go while writing this thread isn& #39;t helping. I& #39;m crying.

what if I couldn& #39;t pursue my dream without them? What if I start to grow dependent again? BTS taught me to be strong and independent, but what if I& #39;ll be back to square one? What if I lose my fandom friends? This family is all I have in my life, I& #39;m not ready to lose anyone yet.