cannot believe i just had an entire conversation with a random 30 year old mathematician on the street where he read me a fucking poem and it's only 8:44 am !!!!

this same guy came up to me like a month ago on the street and started talking to me about philosophy so we spoke briefly about existentialism and post structuralism and i told him to read some Cixous (yes i'm that bitch)

lo and behold, i ran into him AGAIN today and HE HAD READ CIXOUS AND THE POEM HE READ ME WAS LIke a love poem about logic and math and how women are beautiful like numbers !!!! dhsjdhdjd

anyway i think i accidentally got a man to write a poem for me lmfao random men love to approach me on the street and just assume i'll be a good outlet for their artistic endeavours!!

he asked me for my EMAIL because he doesn't believe in PHONES i'm !!! (i did not give it to him) moral of the story is that when Random men hit on you on the street, it is possible to reject them all while enticing them into reading feminist philosophy

you might be wondering "fer, why would you entertain such a creep?" And the reason is: i am Unsure of How to get away from such situations!! idk how to be mean to strangers it's my tragic flaw!! also they make for good stories

ok to finish off the thread: i tend to feel rly guilty after such interactions bc they happen to me OFTEN ! something about me makes random strangers feel entitled to my time and attention and each time afterward, i beat myself up for having continued the conversation

but i did not willingly put myself in this situation, and i am scared !!! in fact, i am super anxious right now bc i feel like i did something wrong but i DIDNT !!! anyway thats all for now tnx for reading this thread