I don't know if I have a big heart. It is very difficult 4 me to be nice to people and it doesn't come naturally to me. I choose to be nice because it is the next right thing and sometimes I fail terribly. But then I fight to be nice to myself, and I get back up, and continue.

I sometimes act naive and give people a million chances to hurt me because I think I can handle it. And sometimes I think I can handle it but I chose to not let people treat me badly.I think it has always been a choice, of what's worth fighting for and what I can/choose to handle

Being compassionate has helped me form bridges with many people over the past 4 years who I probably couldn't have. That being said, sometimes the nicest thing to do is to cut some unhelpful people out of your life and prioritize you. You have to heal to be able to heal and build

I don't know where I am going with this but I usually know when people are taking advantage of me or pretending to care when they don't. If I allow it, it's usually because I can live with it and if I don't allow it, It's probably because I don't think I can or choose not to.