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tbh around july last year i really didnt know anymore what went on with svt. i would listen to their music but that was it. id only use this acc to rt pics. life was really busy. i thought maybe after the 3 yrs i spent as their fan i would get over them already. i was a FOOL
it went on until the end of 2019. i think it took me a whole month before i even listened to the entirety of an ode 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> looking back, those months felt really empty. at the end of december, they announced ticket prices for oty in mnl. going to svt concert was the DREAM. for years.
and even if i felt i was caring less about svt those days, i had still been saving up money. i saved up for nearly 3 years!! so i didnt want to let it pass me by. it didnt matter that i wasnt thinking of them everyday anymore, or that i wasnt up to date with everything they do.
because yeah https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> im still their fan... it doesnt change anything. i still love them and their music and they& #39;ve made me grow. ive learned to accept myself and find my own happiness bc of them. so i really KNEW i had to go see them. maybe as some sort of closure?
but as i was catching up to them and all the things i missed out on, i knew it couldnt end yet. im going to see them because i want to continue supporting them. i remembered how loving them was like. i think i am very lucky i got to see them on their last stop of the tour T_T
for years, i supported svt because i really felt i didnt have anything else for me in my life. i was so, so dependent on them for my happiness. i didnt really understand yet what they should mean to me. it was unhealthy. i spiralled and i was in a bad place for a long time.
for a long time, the only reason i wanted to do anything anymore was because of svt. i& #39;d lost energy & interest in everything else i had, but not them. i held onto them like a lifeline. literally. i always think they saved my life, but now i know i should give myself credit too.
i tried fixing everything on my own. it wasnt easy, and i hated myself many times just when i thought i was making progress. until i was fine on my own without svt. those months i had last year were empty without svt, but i wasnt unhappy. i was growing happier and content.
loving svt is so different now. it& #39;s so. so much better. its the best thing i have rn. im really happy right now to have had them with me through everything. i rly didnt plan to talk so much but i couldnt help it lol. typing this with tears in my eyes. i love u forever @pledis_17
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