Did anybody watch D*ja's apology video??
So she had said that the racist tweet against Arabic people was fake .. I normally would've thought that right away, but after seeing the actual videos of her saying things, I didn't doubt it. I hope that they really are fake, bc for me that was the straw that broke it.
But also, she didn't really explain what the f was going through her mind when she said "suck my dick (n word with hard r)" on the chat to white people. She also said "I think I said 'shut up'", but then went into this side "excuse" about "watch this video on race play.."
But then she's like, "oh but I wasn't doing that though, I don't do that", so basically you couldn't explain the 1 thing that people have the biggest issue with. You're in a room with white people, she admits that racists find their way in/out if the group (& you wonder how)..
And you say something like that and don't bat an eyelash. She says she's "blackout drunk". Well, if that's the case then you need to go to therapy and figure out why you're doing that and also subjecting yourself to racist white people in these chats.
Also, TEA:
Also, TEA:
The tea is that in another video shown, somebody asks another user who I believe was Black, he says "you look Arabic" and repeats it, almost as if he's taunting him/wants to belittle him. That DUDE is supposedly the moderator of the group. So........ If that's your "friend" Doja,
And that's allegedly the moderator of THIS group that you're admittedly obsessed with, then what does that say about you, skipping school and staying home to participate every day?? You either agree with that type of shit, or you feel the need to be in a racist atmosphere..
THAT is why people believe you are self-hating. You accept the racism around you because you believe in it. I've seen this shit on the internet before and it has boggled my fucking mind. I've seen Black people associate with RACISTS, for years, internet trolls.... bc in private,
They take abuse from said white racists and play along with it, perpetuating negative steroetypes and saying "I'm not (xyz) like the others", it's truly SO fucking weird. And they all have their weird little forums and chats and shit. That's why this whole thing shocked me but -
It's sadly not something I haven't seen before.
Yo, there was an MJ hater on a forum, and all of its cohorts would make very slight racist references and they would all laugh about it, and they clearly hated Black people. MJ fans really believed this 1 guy had to be PRETENDING -
Yo, there was an MJ hater on a forum, and all of its cohorts would make very slight racist references and they would all laugh about it, and they clearly hated Black people. MJ fans really believed this 1 guy had to be PRETENDING -
To be Black (his pfp was a Black man and he claimed to be of Aboriginal descent in Australia), everybody really believed he set up the fake identity to Gambit their fairly blatant racism. Come to find out years later, no that wasn't his real pics, but YES he actually was Black.
He clearly hated his Blackness, or else he wouldn't partake and accept friendship and verbiage against his own self.
That's another story, but the point of that was that these types of people DO exist and that kind of self-hatred is a deep-seated mental illness.
That's another story, but the point of that was that these types of people DO exist and that kind of self-hatred is a deep-seated mental illness.
But anyways, back to Doja. So obviously we're going off of two short clips. I just think she could've said more about that and apologized for THAT more than anything else. She admitted there was racism in the rooms and even said she was a mod, which made my jaw drop even more -
Also because the dude I was just discussing was an employee of the forum I was talking about 
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But anyways, acknowledging that this was the atmosphere you were willingly partaking in, you decided to not only continue going but also, to "join in" with the verbiage??


But anyways, acknowledging that this was the atmosphere you were willingly partaking in, you decided to not only continue going but also, to "join in" with the verbiage??
Another drop of tea she spilled without realizing is she said she wrote her song "dindunuffin" after she kept hearing the term and people were "using it to hurt" her - meaning she was probably **in this very chat room** and was being demeaned for her race. So she turned around -
And wrote a song using the term, she said the song was wrong and doesn't come across the way she wanted it to, but again, it seems like somebody who could be pandering to their racist white troll friends like "if you can't beat 'em, join 'em". The timing is right too, 5 years ago
She said she used to skip school, so the timing makes sense. There's other things in that article I think I wanted to address but I will have to re-read it.
Anyways, the bottom line is, she didn't do enough to explain and apologize for the core issue people had with her tbh, she kind of just skated by it. It doesn't really sit too well with me tbh.... She needed to speak more on why she was doing that and participating in that.
She also needs therapy, that video of her saying that "suck my dick" clip was said to be like, 2 weeks ago, it doesn't look like she has grown past this apparent self-hatred and she needs to acknowledge it for what it is. She's desensitized to it and that's the sad part.
I hope she truly gets help & detaches herself from that racist group, but I don't know D*ja again, I don't know anything about her at all, she could be putting on an act in her apology & laughing with them afterwards. I hope she recognizes why engaging in that shit is poisonous.