In thought of biases.

Yesterday, I had to confront my feelings about someone I looked up to for a long while. Today, I am split between saying what I think and feel about MM and staying harmfully silent.

Things are so much easier to speak when I& #39;m not involved in them.
I have thoughts and feelings about MM and what MM& #39;s continued presence means for many of us. But I am afraid to say much or clearly because I can be the one that tips the domino that leads to my friends& #39; misfortune.

It& #39;s, like, I lack the courage to overcome my good wishes.
I can& #39;t even spell out MM here.

I know this is a selfish, arrogant, thoughtless, discompassionate thing, but the situation involving the issue in local scale is something I have an emotional stake on.

It& #39;s extremely bothersome. Like I want to escape from myself.
So I& #39;m thinking about my biases. I will never be a truly rational person who makes rational choices for rational reasons, but I& #39;d like to come close. When my concern for my friends and mentors, who blazed the path for me, is too much to bear -- or perhaps the other way...
I feel cowardly and small in my vicious silence.

Vicious, vicious silence.

So all in all I& #39;m upset and bothered and angry and sad.

This thread is sponsored by a day spent on being yelled at.
Well writing these tweets made me sadder and more confused. It usually goes the other way.
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