I wanna draw something that i dont usually draw but i usually dont have motivation for stuffs im not into.........

Been thinking about doing dtiys but hmmmmmm

Oh wait i could do redraws lol theres ghibli and haikyuu redraws now and redraw your fav card too maybe i should try doing one

Mmmm i realised that when im in one fandom my brain kinda wires itself into only drawing things related to that fandom, i rarely draw for other fandoms when i still consider myself part of that fandom

Its kinda like a club... i used to be in the hipmeek club and i do my best and pump up all the drawings i can while being in the club but after I’ve graduated from the club, i dont draw for it anymore eventho i still like it. Bc rn im in the oa! club

I usually last in a fandom/club for hmmm a year or so... i used to be in heroaca -> kimetsu -> hipmeek and i dont think ive lasted in any of them for longer than a year

I’ve been into oa! for 2 years but i only joined the fandom for a year so im still here.

Am I contemplating on whether or not I’m going to move on from oa! soon? Maybe...

But tbh i still have things to do in oa! fandom so I’ll do what i can during my time here so i wont regret when I actually move on... so mmmhm, i think i will be staying here for a while longer

Hhshhs sorry for the sudden rant (?) but tbh it has been lingering in my mind ever since this account’s 1st anniversary (which was a week ago ?) & i was “huh, its been a year... based from previous experiences i only stay in a fandom for a year so maybe I’ll be moving on soon?”

But maybe its bc i started translating (and this is my first time properly translating stuffs for a fandom), i have another attachment to the series other than just drawing content... so maybe thats why i’m holding on longer than usual

Hshhshs ok i’ll end it here and delete this thread in a while but anyway if youre reading this thanks and pls take care of me for the future times i will be in this fandom