a thread on @/chaerinluvr and my experiences from being her “best friend” for about a year

im normally not very fond of notes app screenshots but the thread was too long so im going to say some things on here... sry i know its hard to take notes app seriously but idk what else to do

second slide is just kinda an example of what our frienship was like

we were so close. things seemed perfect, maybe too perfect. as september came i started to make more friends online. i never ignored katie, i didnt talk to her any less. i simply was making new friends. for the most part i want to keep other peoples names out of this, but our +

good friend nat (@/svftwoojin) plays a role in this as well (nat is still a close friend of mine i love her to de4th but we were a trio so,,,, yeah). other people id like to mention are haley (@/povpjm) who i am NOT friends with anymore. she was also horrible to me but she +

comes into play later, along with our friend bri (@/acninahsagwa). ill explain what happened with them when they come into this.

tw// mentions of suicide

sometimes if i didnt answer she would threaten to kill herself

tw// vague suicide mention ??

the censored word in the first ss is the name of a girl she used to be friends with, who was extremely toxic and awful to her. she compared me to her after i told her to stop putting words in my mouth. it was manipulative, but i stayed texting +

her very well knowing i could get in trouble because i was worried. i thought she was going to fucking kill herself

tw// self harm

however, katie went behind my back to message my close friend who followed the acc. first she asked nat, who (like a good friend) didnt get involved because this didnt concern her. but then she asked another girl (the same name as i censored in the last pics) about it and this +

girl who was LITERALLY 17 sent her screenshots of my priv acc. look i know i wasnt handling this amazingly, but she had no right to do any of that shit. she apologized but i didnt really want to hear it, as she had done enough damage. i had woken up that morning to a shit ton +

of dms from katies irls, harassing me and telling me to delete it. i dont have screenshots of the dms because i blocked them all and deleted them, but i have this. it was when i finally said it to her that i didnt want to be friends anymore and for her friends to leave me alone

i also have this that she sent me later... i dont blame her for this at all (and apparently she didnt know about the first time either so)

i posted this ss and nat was upset. nat never dropped her. as i said we were a trio before all this, and nat didnt want to pick sides. i didnt ask her to pick sides either, katie just said she dropped her for no reason

and with that i think ill conclude this thread. i was going to include more, as to what she did afterwards when we werent friends anymore, but i have a screenshot that kinda sum it up... also idk for a fact that it was bri that made the fake acc but it was either her kt or haley

some of you might remember the tiktok situation, but it was a while ago when i had uh 4-500ish followers so most of you probably dont but basically she made a tiktok out of putting me in a gc with 3 people that hate me, it was our old gc (plus the 2 other girls who i didnt know +

as well) and did it for like no reason at all ?? and they used screenshots from my priv acc and said that i was a “toxic friend that they hate and i hate them.” it fucked with my mind i couldnt sleep and nat had to calm me down

well i leave you with this. katie isnt a bad person and i dont hate her. shes growing and making mistakes. i dont want you to cancel her or whatever. but she makes me extremely uncomfortable and i dont like having common moots with her. some of the shit she did was traumatizing +

for me and it makes me uncomfy that some of my moots follow her. twitter is supposed to be a safer place for me and this makes me uncomfy. im sorry if thats seen as “immature” because i know thats what they would think it is, but i want to be comfortable here

again PLEASE dont try to cancel her !!! shes a good person at heart and she was my best friend for a long time. yes she hurt me but this thread wasnt made to “expose” her. it was made to share my experiences and why im not comfortable with having common moots w her