Borderline personality disorder is a very complex and confusing disorder which many people don’t understand, here’s a few examples of things I’ve gone through:
Ps. You’re not alone & you aren’t broken, we’re in this together
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There’s many days where I wake up bouncing off the wall as if I’d just taken speed and then within MINUTES am crying my eyes out and wanting to die bc I remember I’m a real person

Constant fear on abandonment which leads to either constantly breaking up / pushing people away so that I’m in control, or refusing to leave situations that are bad for me bc ‘if the bad ones leave how will the good ones stay?’

I can’t express how many times I tried to break up w my ex over the smallest most stupid disagreements bc I truly believed I should feel guilty over not being the perfect partner

I have spent an abhorrent amount of money on completely irrational things bc I have a very limited ability to control my impulses and behaviours - which usually leads to feelings of guilt so strong & result in self harm

I have no real sense of identity and just go on through life trying everything on and then dealing with some hefty imposter syndrome bc I don’t believe I can acc do anything

I have felt rage so strong that I’ve broken objects, screamed my throat ill, and self-harmed just for it all to be quiet for a minute