Aanyone wsnna talk about niki is tthe only one whos probably seen rinne be as vulnerable as he is outside of like. His family. How rinne set himself up in such a way he and only he would receive the dhort end of the stick, distanced and annoyed everuone around him

just so they wouldn't have to carry the burden he took on for them. how he probably desperately tried to shake off niki, tried to mske him lesve, tried to not mske him attached so niki woildnt get cauhht up in his idol schemes and

Then niki, who understands and picks him up.. Niki who vows to look after him. Niki who promises to go with rinne whereever he goes. Niki who fuckgjgnnf "i will take your hand, stand you up, walk with you, and go where you’re going"

Rinne who has only ever been praised for his role of an heir and whos little brother could never get closer to him due to the roles that restrict them escaping to the city to become his own person and meeting niki, who accepts him and takes him in, cherishes him for who he is,

rinne was ready to be hurt, lynched, abandoned, ready to leave everything behind just to have the last laugh at the idol world that rejected him so coldly and painfully. ready to leave hiiro who he was never able to fully get through to become his own person--

and yet niki wont leave him!! niki!! even with his father, who hated idols so, so much he would let niki literally starve if they did as much as mention idols, cherished rinne and rinnes happiness so much he went ahead and became an idol himself

even though his body most likely cannot even fucking handle continuous dancing, training, singing, he became an idol together with rinne to see him happy

and i honestly cannot even begin to imagine how hurt niki must hsve been when rinne did a 180 degree turn and decided to destroy the very thing that brought him so much happiness

how rinnes passion was burnt to the ground, how rinnes hard work was rejected at every turn, how rinne was just another idol that would drown in the depths!! How rinne became frustrated, angry, saddened, but still couldn't stop

And started setting everything up to destroy it, to be destroyed himself, but save those close to him--and then niki goes ahead and ruins his plans and just /wont leave/!!! Because he loves and treasures rinne and will go wherever he goes

MMan you know that. That one wedding vow?? "to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part," tthgats rinniki thats literally rinni

ibthink rinne was happy. Rinne was happy when he made amends with hiiro, happy to know hiiro would turn out different than him, a failure and the scapegoat of the idol industry. He was happy to be alone and stay alone, happy to return to his hometown that chained him

nd then himeru... Who knows. And understands. Himeru, who despite rinnes meticulous planning, got attached to rinne, too. Just a little bit. And rinne isnt as happy anymore

And then theres niki, who hes so sorry to. Who he probably wanted to lesve the most for all the hurt and trouble he caused him. And niki decides to stay. And rinne isnt lonely anymore:']

I dont even know whaya imnssaying anymore injusuttbfnxksjsns i will take your hand, stand you up, walk with you, and go where you’re goingi will take your hand, stand you up, walk with you, and go where you’re goingi will take your hand, stand you up, walk with you, and go wh