talking to a friend who had similar experiences to me online makes you realize how terrifying it was to have had unmonitored internet access since age 8-9

i knew what bdsm and fellatio were at 14 and i should NOT have known that. not to mention the adults on tumblr who groomed me into thinking that an adult and minor rping smut was ok. like that shit is fucking TERRIFYING

it makes me so scared for minors now and minors who are my friends bc that shit could happen to them and i just want my kiddos to be ok and safe & never go through my same experiences