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i have a really warped perception of my body?? i know i'm really ugly but i only ever think of myself as looking really fat even though i'm pretty sure i'm not overweight or anything?? i just hate my body so much maybe it's the dysphoria making things worse
i jus feel like i'm extremely ugly and unlovable and i have an awful personality on top of an ugly body and face i feel like such a disappointment
also. i'm just completely losing motivation for everything i feel like i'm gonna go nowhere with my life it makes me feel like even more of a disappointment, kinda just a waste of space y'know? i jus really hate myself i really don't understand self love at all
i don't know where i'm going with this i'm just kinda rambling because i feel awful about myself all of the time (:
i feel like such a burden to everyone i know i just wish i could be a decent person and actually do something useful with my life and not just be this stupid talentless ugly piece of garbage
i want to hurt myself again because i know i deserve it but i've been clean for probably 4 months now i'm doing so well. i'm sorry to anyone who actually sees this thread just ignore it i'll probably delete it by the morning
