hi ok here let me clarify some shit up because I don't want anyone to be confused.

I'm sorry. For taking a HIATUS or disappearing again. I never really wanted to comeback the first time and it felt a little overbearing. I just felt really bad because I didn't want you to feel sad or anything because of me leaving
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But I think I'm genuinely not okay and I don't feel like I'll be okay staying on this account for longer. It's no one's fault okay? It's my decision please remember that.
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Especially you Zi, I know how sad you'll be and I know how you'll blame yourself but it's not your fault. Please don't be sad everyone I'll be fine just please take care of yourself and remember you come first. People will always be here waiting for you.
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If anyone wants to send me encouraging messages, send on the yangyang account or post it on this thread. If you want to keep in touch or anything or want my rant account, just message my yangyang account and I will give it to you all.
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Thank you and I love you all.

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