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Thinking about stuff for the apartment and making a list of things I need is SO fucking stressful. Maybe it& #39;s an ADHD thing but i& #39;m constantly fearing that i& #39;m missing or forgetting super important things. And talking to my mom and my brother (who& #39;s also moving soon) doesn& #39;t help
I also have a really hard time planning purchases. Like, HOW am I supposed to know which lamp will be good for my 1-room apartment??? I can see how they look online, yea, but the pictures provided tell me NOTHING about how the light coverage will be like! Is that just me?
Like, I am struggling so much and it& #39;s so frustrating when it really shouldn& #39;t be? Seriously, is this just a me issue or do other ppl struggle with that stuff too? Bc OH MY GOD this whole moving business is just as stressful and anxiety-inducing as it is exciting xD
And that& #39;s not even getting into the anxiety about living all on my own for the first time in my life. Never done that before, i always had a partner or a friend with me.
Like, I already spend 95% of my day in my room, my family and I don& #39;t hang out much. But I have the option?
Like, I already spend 95% of my day in my room, my family and I don& #39;t hang out much. But I have the option?
I *can* go downstairs and hang out in my moms office with her a bit if I want. I can sit in the kitchen while my brother cooks his dinner if I so choose.
But in the new apartment I& #39;ll be alone. All by myself. And I know I& #39;m gonna be fine but there& #39;s still the fear of loneliness.
But in the new apartment I& #39;ll be alone. All by myself. And I know I& #39;m gonna be fine but there& #39;s still the fear of loneliness.
Idk i& #39;m just... having a lot of conflicting feelings xD And I think that& #39;s normal. I spend several years looking for a place of me and I FINALLY found one. But at the same time I& #39;ve been living with my family for so long. I& #39;m used to it. The little bit of routine I have is here.
I know I will get a new routine. I know I can visit ppl at any time. It& #39;s just. yea. The fear of change i guess
